Current mood:	stressed
Current music:	The Fixx - Built for the Future (12" Rock Version)

Ignore the water, and hope for the shore.
therapy tomorrow... second session with the new therapist. still spinning wheels, it seems. putting off taxes- why? forms, forms, gotta be the forms- hate forms. ought to be sorting though boxes, too. it feels so unproductive- open a box, pull it all out, can't figure out what to keep, what to give away, what to toss. then it all goes back in the box; feels like not a bloody thing gets accomplished.

fenix got downsized, and nothing new to fill the gap, yet. frustrating. job market and work in general seem fickle, unreliable. last car died; have payments on a new one, and no prospects for a new job for fenix, yet. he keeps checking, looking, calling, interviewing... nothing. trying to keep him from getting depressed, too.

feh.